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.Friday, March 30, 2007.

Brought anicia to hair salon. She wanted to dye n highlight her hair. Due to time constrain, she managed to dye n did part of the highlight. It didnt come out the colour she wanted. She hoped for ash colour, but my auntie only managed to bleach, didnt have time to wait for the colour to fade till white. It became yellowish. She was quite upset about it.

Seriously i liked that colour. It looked nice on her. Anyway, i'll bring her back to complete the highlight till she's satisfied with it. She asked me y i didnt want to dye my hair...hmmm maybe i should, but i need to find a job. Any suggestions from rachel or sheryl that if i want to dye or highlight my hair, what colour should i choose so that it wont interfere with my job hunting?



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.Wednesday, March 28, 2007.

sick
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I'm SICK !!!!!

gonna take my cough medicine again....



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.Friday, March 16, 2007.

Went to catch a movie with blast...must be wondering y only the two of us went....Cos we had it planned last min. we watched 300. Its a gd movie. Personally like it alot. After the show, we went back home. He had to study for coming exams. I could feel that he wanted to go for a drink, but i wanted him to study...

I went to coffeeshop to spot check my mom. Not to my surprise, she was there again. Haiz...Had to drink with her again. She told me my dad was drinking red wine at home. I immediately went back home and drank that red wine. I wanted to finish up all the liquor at home so that my dad wont drink. As for my mom, I had to finish up whatever she had at the coffeeshop.

I dont think i can endure any longer...Normally, i'll drink for my own sake....yet now, i have to drink for my parents. How i wish i could stop them from drinking.

I'm going out shopping with anicia tmr...We went out twice...I had a great time shopping with her...Whenever she tried any clothing, she'll asked me nice or not. Got afew times she asked whether is the shorts too short for her....n i said no....But the shorts are really short....In the past, i'll said its better to wear undergarment than the shorts. LOL....Now, i just cant be bothered...whatever she want to wear, I'll just say nice. =)

Anyway, i'm lazy to blog right now...gonna bathe n slp soon...tmr is a long day...i think... BYE!!!



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.Thursday, March 15, 2007.

Drinking again...for the sake of drinking and destressing myself. The best thing was my mom called me and asked me to drink with her n her friends at coffeeshop.

Thinking of my mom, i requested sherman to let me drove his car back. Thank god, i didnt drink alot....Upon reaching the coffeeshop, i could see my mom standing beside a table. When i got off the car, approached to her table, i saw 3 bottles of beers...sharing by 4 ppls. When i sat down, my mom poured a mug of beer for me instantly.

Afterwhich, her best friend ordered 2 more bottles....haiz....what to do...I had to drink finished my mom's beer. Finally, she decided to go back. Phew !!! Now back at home, n she went to sleep..Its time for me to continue my drinking session...Dont worry...not going to harm myself for drinking so much...just wanna to relax...

Cya mates !!!



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.Tuesday, March 13, 2007.

Feeling bored at home after dinner with jeremy n ivy. Blast called during his break in school. HAHA.... He asked whether i wanna go for a drink. What u think? Of course i agreed .... HAHA
I was so delighted. Thought i would have to spend my time at home.

Actually, blast also addicted to alcohol. OMG !!! Soon both of us will have a big tummy. Anyway, i just came back from clubbing. Its kinda early for me. Not used to it.

Anicia just told me that she's going to thailand. I've told her to buy for me 'dogs***'. Hope that she knows what is it. That time, i asked geraldine to buy for me, in the end she finished the whole packet. DOT DOT DOT !!!
Today she got the cheek to ask me buy present for her bday. I said, "if u r not going to give me my 'dogs***', i'll let u have my s***". LOL...

I have some plans for my bday. It is ridiculous to think of it right now, but i have my reason to do so. Upon my bday celebration, i do hope my 9 bros will be there with me. Our 8 yrs of brotherhood turned sour last month. I sincerely hope they can understand me. I cant blame them for angry with me. They had their reasons and i had mine. No matter what happen, if they r in trouble, I'll definitely lend a helping hand. N most of all, i hope to have a gf who can celebrate with me. heh!!!

I'll stop here for now. Feeling tired after some beers. Nite guys n gals



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.Monday, March 12, 2007.

It is kinda hard to let go everything, but i'm glad i had gotten over it. Even "bro" can betray u. Who cares ... Everyone in the world can tell lie to anyone, but they cannot lie to themselves.

I had been busy over some big issues. It really is a traumatic to me. Although my brothers are petty n harsh but i dont blame them. They were concerned about me. I sincerely appreciated their help. Thanks bros !!!

I'm working on a new relationship, but i believed in fate. If we r fated to be together, eventually we will. I will put all my strength on my career n family. Actually, being a single isnt bad thing. I can roam around and do sorts of crazy stuffs which i hardly done before. Looking at someone that i like can brighten my night.

I dont think i'll go back to australia. My family needs me. My mom needs me. I will sacrifice everything for the sake of my family. The world can go against me, but my parents wont. They will always be there for me. Its time for me to do something for them.

Alcohol is part of my life. Martell is my new brother. Without it, i'll feel uneasy. I know being an alcoholic is a bad thing. I'm cutting down...Instead of clubbing almost everyday, i'll stay at home and enjoying the beauty of martell.

Still got alot to say but it is getting early...gotta slp !!! Tk care mates !!!



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