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.Monday, July 30, 2007.

life sux
work sux

my current company sux...
colleagues sux...

juz dont understand y all these have to happen on me. cant i live a normal, carefree life? i need that kind of support.

im not feeling moody or getting too emotional. got the urge to nag...used to haf someone listen to my nonsense...and now?

managed to contact my sec sch mates...They are so capable now...everyone of them....except me. useless bum, rotting on the earth..

gonna cut my hair tmr...no longer keeping long hair...haiz..i think i should slp now...not gonna bother so much...it will only damage my brain cells..

nite



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.Thursday, July 26, 2007.

shukai asked me to go bq with him...yet i've turned him down. wtf...cant believe i would rather stay at home then going for a drink. I've changed !!!

shukai told me dat he saw anicia working at MH. hmm...wat can i do? nothing dude !!! nothing at all. I've put in lots of effort n time...so i'm nt going do any thing le....what is mine, is mine...

I had enjoyed myself for a long time... its time to put my heart n soul onto something that is more important. (i.e. career)

Office is not my cup of tea...morning went to office, logon to msn n chatted wif my juniors till i went to site, which was in the afternoon...lol..even my sister chatted wif me online...asked me how to use msn. i've been thinking of cutting my hair short...building up my courage ...hehe
should i cut it before my bday or after my bday? any suggestions?



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I haf no goals in life
was kinda lucky in the past
disappointed with the all the things around me

I'm trying to console myself...keep myself busy all these while but whenever i reach hm, everything went in vain. How i wish i can move out or emigrate.

trying to cut down on cigarette and alcohol...quite successful...hopefully in no time i can totally quit my bad habits...

Although i lost quite a couple of frenz so far....yet i gained some of my sec sch mates...managed to find them through my fren's friendster..All had grew up...they looked different...

prettier and matured looking...haha...try not to get the wrong idea... They r my junior...and doing fine...

anyway, my life is sux !!! full of craps..dunno what im doing oso...damn blur. Everyday go to work oso blur blur...always fall aslp in my company van or worse still....at sites... Tmr will be another bad day...nite gals



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.Monday, July 23, 2007.

I aint good in relationship
love is abt compromising and trust etc
u may or may not be the one ......

We, (sherman n frenz, blast n me), planning to go taiwan
r we leaving in december or february?
Friends are hard to find...treasure them. Unlike 'brothers'.



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.Sunday, July 22, 2007.

Had MJ last nite with blast n ah pui...In the end, i lost $20+....

This year is a bad year for me.haiz..i cant wait to leave sg asap..haiz...



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.Wednesday, July 18, 2007.

Should i or shouldnt.. April, u read my mind well, so pls enlighten me or help me..haiz..

Went to MDIS, enrolled into the school. If nothing goes wrong, shld be able to start sch in late aug



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.Tuesday, July 17, 2007.

I didnt know that my 'bro' has keep in touch with someone else. I dont mind it. Seriously !!!

So, should bros be supportive? Fucking bullshit..He should not keep in touch with the guy..U get wat i means? When i saw rachel's friendster, not to my surprise that i found her. C'mon lar.. I understand it. Then i went on to view loke's friendster, to my surprise, i found another person..

Maybe to a outsider, its common..No harsh feeling or watsoever. But do u know how i felt when i saw the damn bastard. He shld consider himself lucky as i didnt wanna pursue the matter at that time. Can u remember what loke had told me in kim san leng? Can anyone of u explain to me? Especially rachel...pls gif me advice... If no one can guide me along this fallen path, then thats it. From then on, there will be no such person/ppl exist in my world.



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Went geylang for fermented beancurd..It wasnt smelly at all. Compare to those in hongkong, this is nothing.

Time has changed. People r getting smarter, better n richer but not me. Last night, the songs in my blog had some technical issues, yet i couldnt solve it. Maybe due to server or i lack of computer literacy. Programming is my forte. I can sit infront of a computer for hours, just to write a program.

Ever since january, (it was the turning point of my life --became worse !!! SUX) i had no goals in my life. NO GOALS !!! Wat really happened to me? I had no answer either..My life is just simply get up in the morning n drag myself to work. Afterwhich, i'll meet up wif some 'baddies' for coffee session.

Confirmed going to PERTH in 2008 september. I realli wanna go for the perth royal show.

Heaps to say but getting tired *yawnz*



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.Sunday, July 15, 2007.

Im at home on saturday night..Freaking SATURDAY NITE !!! I cant believe it..OMFG

Went boiler yesterday
Indeed an enjoyable nite
Had 1 1/2 bottle of johnny walker
I realised that i've changed again. For the better or worse, its up to u gals to decide. Get a life yinghao!!! U freaking moron...BE MATURE, will you? I think im going crazy soon.



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.Friday, July 13, 2007.

Im glad that someone is enjoying her life..Wif her love ones ard, spending precious time together. When u love someone, u'll hope for his/her happiness n dats wat im hoping for. I admit i was in the wrong. Anyway that's not the point. The point is I'VE MOVED ON !!!

After browsing through those photos in her blog, i felt happy for her n myself.

Striving hard for my career is my main concern for the time being.

Cya



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.Wednesday, July 11, 2007.

This photo was extracted from google earth. I used to stay in that apartment in Perth. Millpoint Road South Perth is a pleasant place to live in. I miss there alot. Anyway, im considering to go back for holiday and visit my friends next year. Anyone care to join me? hehe




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.Sunday, July 8, 2007.

Went to watch transformer again. haha..Wif blast, sherman, n 2 of my secondary classmates. Im realli crazy over it. =)

Having support from my closest friends, i'll give it a shot. But it gonna takes time, cos i don wanna give wrong impression. Anyway, just wish me luck k?

Dear sheryl, i'll let u know when the time is ripe k? promise !!!



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.Friday, July 6, 2007.

Transformer is damn nice...I wouldnt mind watching twice or thrice. LOL

For those whom i didnt keep in touch lately, im sry. Partly due to my tight schedule during office hours. N after office hours, i'll be too tired to go out.
Another reason is i dont feel like going out. Felt everything went wrong from the start, but i didnt regret for what i had done so far. =)

My dear rachel, pls ask ur busy bf dat when is he meeting me. Thx



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.Thursday, July 5, 2007.

I cant believe that i can stay in office from 9-6pm. Heaps of documents are waiting for me. OMG!!! For every 5 mins, my fucking engineer will ask me whether i had finished my work or not. I got damn irritated by him. In the end i wrote a 'NO' on a piece of paper n pasted it at his notice board.

Before he left office, he instructed that i must file in the hard copies. Haiz !!!! and guess what i did while filing?

HAHA...i watched silver surfer in the office.



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.Tuesday, July 3, 2007.

Am i fat? Put on weight right? LOL
Ivy saw my blog n she said im "lao beng". U gals think it that way?
;( Haiz...Cant get rid of the beng's look leh...But i dont care. This is me.
Never judge a book by its cover




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.Monday, July 2, 2007.

Went for a annual checkup, then to SIM n lastly to MDIS. Tiring day!! I complained to the doc abt sharp pain at my chest n he said its normal. DOT DOT DOT

7/7/07 is a special day to get married...All the best to those who r getting married



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.Sunday, July 1, 2007.

GST 7%
No smoking in pubs

Can u believe that smokers haf to get out of the pubs to light a cigarette? I was at waiting last nite, and was told by one of the bosses that after 12am, smokers haf to go outside to smoke. WTH is going on.

Im going MDIS tmr to find out more about the transfer credits + enrollment.



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