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.Monday, March 12, 2007.

It is kinda hard to let go everything, but i'm glad i had gotten over it. Even "bro" can betray u. Who cares ... Everyone in the world can tell lie to anyone, but they cannot lie to themselves.

I had been busy over some big issues. It really is a traumatic to me. Although my brothers are petty n harsh but i dont blame them. They were concerned about me. I sincerely appreciated their help. Thanks bros !!!

I'm working on a new relationship, but i believed in fate. If we r fated to be together, eventually we will. I will put all my strength on my career n family. Actually, being a single isnt bad thing. I can roam around and do sorts of crazy stuffs which i hardly done before. Looking at someone that i like can brighten my night.

I dont think i'll go back to australia. My family needs me. My mom needs me. I will sacrifice everything for the sake of my family. The world can go against me, but my parents wont. They will always be there for me. Its time for me to do something for them.

Alcohol is part of my life. Martell is my new brother. Without it, i'll feel uneasy. I know being an alcoholic is a bad thing. I'm cutting down...Instead of clubbing almost everyday, i'll stay at home and enjoying the beauty of martell.

Still got alot to say but it is getting early...gotta slp !!! Tk care mates !!!



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